放纵是青春的迷幻剂,自由却是人们的天性。Indulgence is the youth is the nature of people free lsd.
你不会愈来愈年轻,世界在变,音乐在变,连毒品也在变,你不能整天在这儿,梦想毒品和伊吉波普,关键是你得找到新东西。You’re not getting younger, the world is changing, the music is changing, and the drugs are changing. You can’t be here all the time, dreaming of drugs and pop, and the key is that you have to find something new.
这是我最后一次做这种事情。我已经洗心革面,继续前进,一直向前,选择生活。我已经在期盼那样的生活了。This is the last time I’ve done this. I have to, continue to move forward, always forward, choose life. I’ve been looking forward to that kind of life.
选择一个家庭,选择一个巨他妈大的电视机,选择洗衣机、汽车、镭射音响,还有电动开罐器。Choose a family, choose a fucking big television, choose washing machine, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers.
选择固定利率的抵押贷款。选择政府提供的低价而体面的住宅。Choose fixed rate mortgages. Choose affordable and decent housing provided by the government.
选择坐在那张睡椅上看让脑子发木脑浆被挤成稀屎状的体育节目,一边往自己嘴里塞他妈的垃圾食物。Choose sitting on the couch watching mind numbing brains were pushed into dilute feces like sports on the side to stuffing fucking junk food.
选择你的朋友,选择休闲装和配套的旅行包。Choose your friends, choose casual wear and pack your bags.
我喜欢这些字的声音:利润,亏损,盈余;接收,租借,分租。尔虞我诈,倒戈叛变,没有社会这回事,就算有,我确定我与它无关。I love the sound of these words: profits, losses, earnings; receiving, lease, sublease. Intrigues, treacheryrevolting, there is no such thing, social even if there is, I’m sure I have nothing to do with it.
有了海洛因,谁还需要理由呢?With heroin, who needs a reason?
躲在某一时间,想念某一段时光的掌纹。站在某一地点,想念一个站在来路,也站在一个去路的,让我牵挂的人。Hide in a certain time, miss a certain period of time palmprint. Standing in a certain place, miss a person standing in the road, also standing in a way, let me worry about people.
事实上我本来就是一个坏人,但是我会改变,我正在改变。In fact, I’m a bad guy, but I’m going to change. I’m changing.
只往前看,直到你死掉那天为止。Just look ahead, until you die.
选择自己动手做,然后在某个星期天的早晨问自己我这是在哪儿呀。Choose to do it yourself, and then ask yourself on a Sunday morning where I am.
当日子成为旧照片当旧照片成为回忆,我们成了背对背行走的路人,沿着不同的方向,固执的一步一步远离,没有雅典,没有罗马,再也没有回去的路。When days become old photos when the old photos become memories, we walk back to the passers-by along different directions, the stubborn one step away from the Athens Rome, no, no, no way back.
选择生活,选择一份活儿,选择一项事业。Choose life, choose a job, choose a career.
当腐烂的青春成为过去式,否定了以前的生活,一切都变干净了。能够一直向前走,不再也不用回头。从腐烂的泥潭里出来了么,还是进入了另一个声色犬马但平庸的世界?When the rotten youth became the past, denied the previous life, everything became clean. Go forward, no more, no need to look back. From the rotten mud out, or enter another world but mediocre world?
事实上我就是一个坏胚子。但那会改变,我可以改过自新。这是我做的最后一件坏事。我将洗心革面,重新做人。大步向前,选择人生。The truth is that I’m a bad person. But that will change, and I can turn over a new leaf. This is the last thing I’ve done. I will turn over a new life. Stride forward, choose life.
我为什么这样做?我可以提供上万个答案,可是全部是错误的。Why did I do that? I can give you tens of thousands of answers, but all of them are wrong.
时光是最好的橡皮擦,可以把我们根深蒂固的记忆擦得干干净净,然后连同念念不忘的人也一并忘却了。Time is the best eraser, it can wipe out our deep rooted memories, and then forget the people we forget.
选择小心保养自己的身体、低胆固醇和牙科保险。Take care of your body, low cholesterol and dental insurance.